I love my new town.  But I’ve definitely seen a lot of things that are deeply unsettling to me.  I have to realize, though, that:

1. I have absolutely no right to judge.

2. It’s not my job to change these people.

My job is my classroom, and that’s what I can control.  I can make my classroom a safe, inclusive environment.  Through helping my kids learn how to think critically, I impact their lives, and they in turn will change society.  That’s it.  That’s my job.

My energy here is better spent planning how I will make my classroom that safe, inclusive, challenging environment, instead of judging the people who have welcomed me so warmly into their community.

But seriously, Southern hospitality is a real thing!  I think this year is going to be amazing because this community is SO supportive of me and my work.  Being here has definitely shattered all of the stereotypes I had/still have, and has reminded me that stereotypes oversimplify and dehumanize.

My roommate and I were watching What About Bob? today, and when I finally stopped laughing my head off, I had this moment where I thought “Oh my gosh I’m going to be a teacher in 2 weeks!  And what am I doing in Arkansas?!”.  Every once in awhile I realize just how surreal this all is.  Then I look around at my newly-furnished living room and ever-present pile of teaching books and I realize that everything’s going to be okay.

Dr. Marvin had it right. Baby steps.